Woodstock 104 Farther Down the Rabbit Hole – Deeper Layers of Healing

So I, I know that way back in the day when I first came back from India and got a public access show in Manhattan, uh, your, your typical new age, or which is what I was, tends to be looked on as a very yin or, um, kind of wimpy, wimpy, wimpy, um, personality. And when, when it came to live calls, you know, you’re going out live in Manhattan, it’s like really heavy traffic.

And all of a sudden I started getting a different type of caller. It wasn’t your typical, um, Yen, new age type caller. But these were ones that would set you up for a crank call and, and have some, you know, horrible words at the end, or usually some sexual kind of thing. And most of the, um,, you know, the novice producers would be so frightened by the experience that, that they would never wanna take live calls.

And I think live calls is completely where it’s at, because today when everybody is all on their little, uh, different devices, listening to different songs at different times, it’s not the same thing as as, uh, even one, even if you’re just listening to a song, if everybody’s listening to that song, you, you sort of, you, you, you feel that vibration.

So when, when I got these calls, what I noticed was in order to set me up for the spoof, they’d actually have to pay attention to what I was saying. And a lot of the, uh, regular yin type new age callers were listening to me more like cliche.. So I started, you know, following the work of Marshall Rosenberg saying, uh, anger and so on is an expression of an unmet need.

I said, when we get crank callers, I’d like to think of them as cranky callers, that they have some unmet need that we need to find now. Eventually, when I went on Howard Stern Robin, who works with Howard Stern, pointed out that I never actually did address what the unmet needs were. I never actually felt that the ground was really plowed to do that before I was swept away into this, uh, nine 11.

investigation stuff. And when I went on his show, we had 17,000 attempted calls, but they only gave me in-house phony calls, whereas I was really innocent and really hoping that I was gonna be getting calls from truck drivers, you know, across America. And then when I came on this radio station, uh, Randy Steele was a real veteran of, uh, of radio and even Would you say Felicia Gorilla Radio or what kind of, how would you describe Randy’s expertise?

Talk radio. And she was a producer of a talk show, uh, the Alex Bennett show in Manhattan. And, uh, you know, she worked for W N B C W P L J, uh, as a producer. And, uh, she also screened some calls, uh, took calls on the air. Yeah. Stuff like that you could listen to. Randy was very professional. Yeah. You could listen to her for hours.

Talk about, uh, the, the good old days of talk radio, but it seems to have come screeching to a halt with these cell phones because even Art Bell who had coast to Coast Radio was starting to get calls that were so difficult to hear., I isn’t, am I saying that right? Felicia? I thought I heard her say on, on Air once that Art Bell had quit taking calls.

Well, cuz they were such bad quality. Well, yes. Uh, when cell phones, uh, became like one of the primary ways of people calling in to radio stations, and he would get a lot of people who were like CrossCountry truckers or drivers and stuff, and they were on a cell phone and just the quality of the cell phones, uh, especially when they went from analogue to digital cell phones and things started getting, uh, swishy sounding

And ironically, I can’t hear anything that’s Leia saying, oh,, I’m sorry. That’s my fault. Uh, now, now you should be able to hear me. Yeah, I can hear you now. Okay. Well, uh, the quality when the, when this cell phone became the primary, especially the digital cell phones became the primary way that people were calling into, uh, art Bell’s show.

you know, uh, especially at a swishy, sound at him or sometimes cutting out, uh, cutting out is especially, uh, troublesome because our ears, I don’t think are made to, to fill in those kind of artificial gaps. You know, it’s not like, you know, an increase of static and you can still kind of hear through the static a little bit to, as somebody’s voice fades.

And same goes for television, you know, analogue television where you get a little snow, but you could still see the picture. You gotta some static, but you could still hear and have the continuity of the audio part of the program, which is very important. And instead, uh, you got these dropouts and cutouts and mosaic and all that, that we’re really not built to decipher.

You know, it’s not like, you know, listening for the wines, uh, tracks coming through the jungle as, uh, as the rain is falling. You know, you can, you know, uh, we’re adapted differently. anyway. I’m very pleased with the quality of audio when I come in the studio. And, and even when we call in from our house locally in Woodstock, it’s just not the same.

I mean, haven’t you appreciated it, Amandha? The quality of sound? Yes. It’s, uh, when I re, when I listen to it again, yeah. It sounds very clear on my phone, uh, being long distance. It’s not always so clear for me. Oh, it’s not, but it’s coming out in the, in the recording, but it comes out nice. Yes. Yeah. So that, thank God for that.

Mm-hmm.. Um, I, I wanted to, uh, as part of that, Intention to just thank you so much cuz it seems when you came into my life, pieces of this puzzle of my cancer recovery, uh, were, were perfected with, uh, this knowledge about the coffee enema and also what, uh, even though it came from a different source, it kind of came through the research I was doing around you.

Something called German New Medicine, where you’re looking at the body in a different way. And much of what I was learning, uh, seemed similar to what you were saying were, instead of even using the word disease, you use significant biological special programs. Mm-hmm., that the body’s responding in that way and that this is actually the sacred medicine.

So, um, I, I thought then also I really, really liked, uh, some shows that you did on addiction and, uh,, I was thinking of that as possibly a significant biological special program, and it just seems, it just doesn’t have the number of hits that it deserves. I, I love your DMSO one, don’t get me wrong. It deserves every 29,000 hits that it has, but you’ve only got a couple hundred hits on your ones on addictions, and I thought maybe in.

Uh, you know, you might be interested in, uh, in addressing this. First of all, all over the country there’s a heroin addiction problem. And then of course we have addictions to cigarettes because my own husband struggles with this. And, uh, in doing research on it with a new German medicine, I found that the detoxing itself, you have to be very careful because a person can actually, uh, it could be fatal if you don’t detox carefully.

And of course, at 70 years old, you know, and he’s very precious to me. I don’t wanna do anything, you know, or, or even influence anything that, that might be harmful. I, in my research, never saw any studies that indicate that smoking cigarettes causes cancer, but then looking at the body with this new world view, uh, It’s, it’s, it’s these conflicts when you’re conflict active, how the body is dealing with those conflicts, that’s determining the discomfort that we have and the ways that we get out of it.

So I, I would, you know, kind of offer that as a New Moon thing. Mm-hmm.. Yeah, there’s, um, there’s a lot of, going back to what I was saying in the disconnect, there’s quite a bit that we’ve lost. I really enjoy Francis Weller’s work on understanding coping with loss and grief, and I don’t mean just loss and grief of a loved one or cherished one.

Beyond that, what we’ve really lost, we’ve, we’ve lost sense of community. We’ve lost live radio with callers,. Yeah. Right. We’ve lost, we’ve lost the way we mourn and we, we’ve lost things that we thought we had as expectations. For example, in our lives, we expected to live life in a certain direction or, or have certain goals met by a certain age, for example.

And then mourning that, that the loss of that envisioned idea. He goes into the depths of different ways of, of loss and or we even, we even mourn something we don’t even understand. We’re mourning. Mm-hmm., for example, my grandparents are all deceased. There used to be households where you would have your great-grandparents still living with you.

we’ve lost Right. Generations of families living together. Right. As, as a one source. Right. Right. And the, the addictions, you could chart very easily a graph relating the level, levels and layers of loss and grief, mourning, and, and then confusion around those things with the level of addictions they would correlate.

Mm-hmm., as we fill these gaps within us that do not feel whole, do not feel safe, do not feel or participating, all of these aspects that we, that we see in our reality that we’ve, that we’re losing or that we don’t feel that connection to. Is that, is that Francis Well, or w e l l e r? Yes. Okay. Yep. and I really enjoy his work because he’s a very balanced male and there’s very few, and I don’t mean gender neutral cuz that doesn’t exist, but what I mean is you’re either on the one polarity or not, but he’s a male who is very in touch with his emotions.

Mm-hmm.. And I find there’s a lot of alpha males. Uh, but there’s the, the amount of males that are very grounded and centered in their heart as well. Right? He’s, he comes across very grounded and very compassionate and understands emotion. And I really enjoy that, that energy of his work. And he really touches people.

So, so I do recommend that the, the addictions, they serve that placeholder until you can say you’re, you’ve broken a leg and you’re on a crutch. Well, if you take the crutch away, you’re gonna fall down., you still have to build the strength up in the leg in order to heal and get off the, the use of the crutch, it’s no different than with an addiction.

And I would say you’re correct if you just quit cold Turkey. So these, that’s dangerous to the body. I would never ask anyone who’s on a antidepressant, for example, to just stop that cold Turkey. That’s very dangerous. That would create a shock, chemically a shock. Mm-hmm. to the body. And a, a perception change as well, where your, your mind is your filter and your perception of your beliefs and your reality.

And now you’ve gone and switched that on yourself. And that can be very detrimental. Detrimental. And we’re talking about German New Medicine and the, the multi-layered shock trauma or discord that begins subconsciously. And so it also can happen in, in fetuses, babies. and that can ripple through the body on three layers, and it, it affects the organ system that it’s related to.

And there’s actually foci of energy that can be seen in the brain happening at these junctures where there’s a, a disconnect. Right. You you’re talking about the, the embryology and the different brains, the three levels, the reptilian brain and No, I, no, I’m referring to the way that in, in German New Medicine, how it’s explained where you have the three different sections of, of trauma.

You have the psyche, you have the psyche, you have the brain, and then you have the organ system. That’s the first, right. I see. First biological law in German New Medicine. Right, right, right, right. So your psyche is your subjective experience. That’s how your mind chooses to perceive the situation., that’s very individual to you.

And that begins as a, as a fetus. Mm-hmm., and that’s subliminal. And then the brain is that focus of activity that’s identified. You could see it in CT brain scans and it’s Dr. Hammer or Hamer. Yeah. He, he called it a, a harmer focus, an actual focus. And that depends solely on the nature of the conflict, where in the brain that those foci or those focus areas show up, and then those brain focus areas are connected to an associated organ, and those organs will undergo functional changes.

So for example, yeah, he said in every case it wasn’t an artifact. In every single case, you could see it on the brain scans Correct. That you’re talking about. That’s why he called it a law, not a theory, not a theory., it’s called it the Iron Rule of cancer. Yeah.. That’s a big thing to say, right? Right. And so that can create a growth like a tumor or the other way it can go, like you ulcerate, you take, you lose tissue or you lose a function of some sort.

You can, so in ms you lose a function, right? Mm-hmm.. And that’s how it translates. There’s, but there’s three aspects to this. And it doesn’t start with the organ. And so you could say, what is cancer? Is it a tumor? No. This is why when I say that, I say that all the time, right? People can take up the tumor, but they didn’t get rid of the disease.

Right. Because it’s come from, it’s born of the psyche. Right? Right. And it’s come through brain, which is another ty typically it’s a, that’s another organ. So there’s two organs involved. It’s, it’s fascinating and. And even, even the lining of the ducts of the breast being associated with that. That’s what I was talking about, the different three brains.

Mm-hmm., you know how the inside of the duct, you know, that the cancer actually is doing something very important to unclog the duct. That’s right. And if you let it run its course, and he was talking about TB germs or, you know, do, do you know what I mean? That they’re eating up the, well, that’s it. And that just pairs back to what I was speaking about before, that our own cells change their morphology.

They’re pleomorphic, they change their shape in accordance with an adaptation that is being directed. So eating tissue that’s, uh, needs to go. Mm-hmm., uh, I have a, a Lyme patient. Uh, Subclinical Lyme patients, and there’s been a lot of Lyme coming outta the woodwork. And it’s, again, this discord in the body where the the organ, if you will, that’s being attacked is the lymph system.

There are cells that are sub functioning, they’re partial functioning. Mm-hmm.. And we see that also in, um, diseases like, uh, fibromyalgia, where you have a partially functional cell with only half the mitochondria in that cell working. The body then is adapting and it wants to go after that tissue. It wants to, so the somatids become pathogenic and they start to try to break away that tissue, get rid of the tissue.

Problem is, we’re so disconnected, we’re not getting. Natural energy. We’re not out in nature. We’re not barefoot on the earth. We’re not connecting to divine, we’re not getting rid of our stress, and we eventually lose the ability to heal. Really, we lose the, our natural ability to heal and things stagnate.

Things get stuck, and then the tumors are there. They’re not going away. They’re, they’re, they, they can grow or they can become more calcified, and then eventually things break down beyond repair. And yeah, it’s, it’s fascinating and I try so much because the body’s kind of being recycled. The soul wants to be liberated from the mess.

Well, eventually, once the, the body becomes too far in that direction, yes, the somatids are going to say, time to break this sucker down because. we’re, we gotta put it back as back to earth because take it back to dust. Right. Because, because the conflicts aren’t being resolved, the conflicts aren’t being resolved, and we’re here to resolve conflicts.

We come in with conflicts, we come in with lineages of conflicts. Do you mean past generations? Generations? Mm-hmm. Right. Mm-hmm.. Right, right. And I had a case today where I spoke with a woman and her, and we’re gonna see this more and more. You mark my words, unfortunately, or fortunately, however you wanna look at this.

As we are drugging this, drugging populations, vaccinating populations, more and more generations with more and more of these poisons and toxins. And this translates down. We’re going to see more of the genetic breakdown where even the, the basic blueprint of remaking protein. is not happening. And they’re not methylating.

And they’re not detoxing. So I had, there’s a two-year old that is a mixture of, of two of the parents and one of the side of the family. The mother has MTHFR Gene hybrid, and so does the father has a mutation and the father can’t digest milk proteins. The mother can, the mother can’t digest gluten proteins basically.

And the, the father can, but the child, this one child has all of the mother and father’s deficiencies and can’t eat fruit, cannot eat a fruit. We’ll go into a total anaphylactic situation. Wow. Eating the natural, normal tree fruit. Can’t do it. And so I’m, I’m working with her to get this child methylating and detoxing as step one.

and we actually came up with the idea of making homeopathics of the fruits to heal once we do the methylation. And once we start to, to get the detox organs working to heal her from, from all of these fruits and start one by one. And it’s amazing that we’re seeing a child being born that can’t eat fruit.

So what’s, how is that child going to be healthy enough to have a child? And to have a child who doesn’t have the next layer of breakdown. Now this family is smart, this child is not vaccinated. There’s hope. How many generations is it gonna take to repair this damage? Can, to what degree can we repair this damage?

And all of these questions are unanswered. So this grand experiment is coming to a level of fruition where we’re seeing the most, uh, wild experimental offshoots in these children. and one more generation after, we’re going to be quite infertile because that’s how it works. If your DNA is too broken down there, the body is designed to not reproduce, be able to reproduce, just like the five biological laws in German New Medicine.

You, there’s laws, there’s rules, there’s, there’s understanding of how these things are all interconnected and everything is very brilliant and we’ve assumed that everything is really stupid, but it’s because our filter as a whole, we becomes so, so dumbed down, so stupid that we’re looking at it through our stupid eyes,

Mm-hmm. rather than as this elegant divine design that’s, that is beyond us that we have to listen to and adhere., we’ve lost a lot of that. And it, it’s, it’s curious, and I still wanna be hopeful and, and see that we’re, what I said in this discussion today was, I feel it has to get this bad for us to wake up in that, into finally say enough on, on mass as, as a community to say, I think we’ve taken this a little too far, and it’s time to turn it around and let’s say no, and let’s work together again.

When you have catastrophe, usually it brings people together here at, you know, Toronto. I’m north of Toronto. We had, I was actually in school out west at the time. We had a power outage, a blackout in Toronto. And what happened? Maybe you’d have a little bit e looting in this kind of behavior, but mostly what we saw was a togetherness and a helpfulness, and almost there was a relief.

That’s the sense I got a relief like, yes, we, this is good, this is, we can do this. We’ve got each other’s backs. We’re going to help each other in a crisis. Maybe that’s what it takes is, is a level of crisis. And that’s what it takes in the body too. So on the individual and all the, on the whole, when we get to crisis, what happens, you know, you mean how do we choose when we’re in the crisis, do we choose to keep going, going down that path, or is that like a wake up call that where you’re stunned into, you know, just saying this, this can’t go in this direction anymore.

Well, if I’m in a crisis and I think I’m doing all these things for all these people and this and that and, and I’m juggling all these balls in the air, And then a crisis comes in my life. What happens? All those balls drop, fall away. Those things become less important and I gotta focus on this right here before me now.

Right, right, right, right, right. And it changes your focus completely. I think that’s the, the reason why the A crisis comes is to shift your awareness and, and pay attention. And if you are in awareness, if you’re clear, then you don’t need to get to crisis because you’re on top of it already. You’re paying attention, you’re listening to your own psyche, you’re translating your own mind, you’re taking the time to be quiet and to listen to yourself and to connect with God, and connect with nature and ground yourself and, and listen and pray and all of these things.

Then you’re ahead of it. and you can respect yourself when you do need to rest or stop or take that self care and self-love and not get to that crisis point in the, in which case, the conflict then and the problem becomes a gift of nature. Exactly. Yep. Exactly. And you see it that way. Yeah. I, I would choose to see it this way.

There are days when, when it gets heavy, we have a, a huge problem of major depression and suicide rates going up and a lot of anxiety disorders on the rise. Mm-hmm.. And it’s this loss of connection. And it’s ironic when we have all these cell phones and all these gadgets and all these social media and yada yada, but, and people are becoming so unsocial,, unsocial.

Yeah. Asocial, yeah. Isolated. Feeling. They’re not getting that depth of connection. They’re, they’re reaching out, they’re having the conversations, they’re typing them out. They’re not having, like what you said at the beginning, there’s such a difference between right here, right now, airwaves. It’s going out as a broadcast, as an energy in this moment compared with, this, well, I’ll watch something later or whatever this, this disconnect in the here and now and this way that we’re just not like having a face to face.

Right. Right. The difference in that we have meta-communication. Most of our communication is meta-communication. It’s subtle communication. It’s the way your eye moves, it’s the way you’ve crossed your legs. It’s the way you sh shaped your body. It’s your energy field. All those things. The rest of it, the, the 10% of it is what we’re talking about with our words.

Right? Right. And we’re missing all the depth of this level of interacting and having an intimate exchange. And I, I don’t mean sexual, when I say intimate, I mean on a deep level. On a deep level that’s meaningful to people. And that’s dangerous. That’s where you get the teenagers who are cutting themselves and, and the suicidal thinking and the, the loss of the sense of self or the loss of the sense of when you don’t know who you are and you have lost yourself, at least your family or those around you who got you, who are wi, who are with you, who were, will hear you mm-hmm.

and actually listen to you who listens. Mm-hmm. really. And listening means you’re present, you’re absorbing that and, and you don’t.. You don’t need to even nod or anything. You’re just right present for them. If they need to cry on you, you let them cry on you. That’s right. So I, it’s, it’s difficult in, in these ways.

I think we’re learning o on a soul level, something very profound and we have to lose to find A lot of the times we’re losing something to find it here. And we certainly, and when we find it. What are rejoicing though? What are rejoicing? Absolutely. Because we’re gonna find it in new, I often say this to myself, I say we’re infinite.

I know deep down this is endless, that we are infinite beings and we’ve done this before, probably too, and maybe not at this level, or maybe not in this round, or maybe not, just so. and I remember that. I get that perspective and I laugh always. I laugh when I remember that. I laugh it off. Like this is all just silly stuff because we’re eternal and we lose it to find it.

We forget it to remember it., this is the dichotomy that we play. What else are you gonna do when everything’s infinite? To have this marvelous experience? How can you have the tenderness and the precious without the opposite, without that dichotomy, without the black and white in this duality reality that we’re in and that perspective, which is a philosophy, you could call it a faith, whatever.

That’s what we need as our anchors, where we come back to, to reset once. If we get pulled out from the center too far and we’re on the wheel and we’re just going around in circles., you come back to center to, to remind yourself of these fundamentals that will get you out of thinking that is dangerous or harmful to the self.

And I don’t see a lot of, of this younger generation being taught this. I I know it’s by design. Oh yeah. The common core is all about not that, not that exactly the opposite. Yeah. Yeah. So, so you as a healer, seeing the, the fallout of that, the fallout, yeah, definitely. Is, is, it’s palpable. I have, I have 20 something year olds that are emotionally not maturing where they should be.

They’re lost. The, the millennial generation is made fun of because of it, because they’re very lost, meaning they haven’t found their identity., and I’m generalizing obviously, but I’ve seen, I’ve seen a few handfuls in my own sphere that they, they’ve lost so much of it. They have no skillset. Which another is another ByDesign issue in this scholastic training.

They’re, they could program a computer. I don’t, I mean, that’s a skill, but asking them to build something with their hands and hammer, I dunno,, right. Or, or even verify who they are other than an IP address or driver’s license or, you know, mm-hmm., it’s, it’s almost inevitable, you know, everything is now boiled down to these, you know, flow chart.

You know? Yeah, I, I know somebody who, uh, is a cannabis activist, really dynamic lady, who realized about five years ago that legalization is not what you want. You want repeal of a law that should never have existed. Mm-hmm., she worked for Time Warner for a while, and then two and a half years ago started working for an insurance company, and all of her peers love her, but the management is starting to have a lot of problems.

But she bats a hundred. She can go through all of the policy as, as far as the passwords and verifying people, um, perfectly. But yet what does it mean? You know, a person is more than their password. They’re more than their IP address. They’re more than their, um, uh, email address. Mm-hmm.. And, and yet when people are being identified with this little device that they’re holding with, with their hand,, I think it degenerates to what you’re talking about.

No. the the lack of maturity at, at 20 years old. But they didn’t have a chance. No. So, and it goes back to that first biological law we’re talking about with the German New Medicine, with the psyche brain organ correlation. And, and there’s the four main conflicts. Right. And we’re living quite a few of them.

The, these, these kids really are living quite a few of them. The separation conflict for sure. And then there’s self devaluation that’s mm-hmm., that’s, that’s the cerebral me section is the self devaluation conflict. Yeah. The self devaluation is, is they want to you to be verified when you call these different corporations and yet they won’t give their last name.

Mm-hmm.. So that’s gotta affect a kid who’s growing up to say, well, you know, I’m not worthy of knowing the last name of who I’m dealing with when I’m the customer.. Mm-hmm.. I’m the one that’s supposed to be served, but somehow that swept under the carpet. And you’re, you’re some kind of picky uni um, perfectionist to be asking for that.

And yet, in the old days, uh, people who were working in a corporation were proud to, uh, to be executing their duties in a lawful manner. They would tell you their last name, they, and you would never things robotic and trying to, to make things non-human. Right. That’s a whole agenda for, for, for maximum shareholder profits.

But these corporations are supposed to be overseen by boards so that you shore up the reality with the, uh, the corporate fictitious world. It’s, it’s almost like looking for slicker and slicker ways to squeeze profits and, and yeah, the boards are gone as far as being an oversight committee to reign in.

uh, psychopathic behavior, but the boards aren’t gone. We have to hold them accountable. They are around, you know, I mean, they’re there when you have, you storm by churches and the synagogue and you have to find them. You have to route them out. You have take over. Yeah, sure. They’re, they’re just, they’ve been, they’ve been corrupted.

Too. Yeah. Yeah. That’s the problem. Yeah. Yeah. Because, because they’re taking advice of lawyers and law firms that are becoming third parties. And the thing is just like you so compassionately pointed out last week, you know, when I listened to it again, uh, the caller had said that doctors, uh, life expectancy is 56 years old.

And I just intuitively laughed, which was inappropriate, you know, 56 years old. And you point out the tragedy of how somebody who gets stuck in this system, you know, maybe he comes from overseas and his family has really struggled to get him through medical school. And it’s not until he’s well out, you know, burdened with a huge amount of debt that he finds he’s, he’s just been cultivated to be a pimp for the pharmaceuticals and he’s hurting people.

Mm-hmm.. And then, you know, when the suicide comes, can you imagine how tortured the souls are? So I’m saying the boards are tortured. The law firms are tortured in unless they keep, they keep being in denial, and then they want these magic bullets. But there’s never gonna be a magic bullet. You know, before you call us, said, we don’t give medical advice not to protect ourselves, because some law says you have to do this disclaimer, but because that is how you heal, is that, is that you avail yourself of other people’s experience.

You learn how to be logical and rational. So, and then don’t wait for a crisis so that when you’re in a crisis, you’re not depending on somebody else to fix your problem, but that you know somebody else who maybe has done more research. You can ask them their, you know, their opinion, but you, you put it together yourself, and you’re not hustled into something that you’re gonna regret later.

and healers of of all types also become very ill. Yeah. They’re constantly around others who are ill and stressed. Right. And they pick up on that like all day. Imagine. Right. I know. It’s not just medical doctors that have a short life expectancy, it’s healers as a, as a rule. Right, right. They don’t know how to dump other people’s stress and pull back in divine energy.

Energy from nature to replenish yourself. Right. And if you, if you care about others and you have issues around self-worth, you will give yourself dry and you’re, and you’re going to end your life. It will be over soon. Right. Right. And so that’s, that should be part of the learning of the teaching in school.

And we got a little bit of it through certain more awake professors. Right. It it, but even so it, and it, ironically, one of my professors who taught me that she died very young. She died more recently, last few years. And she wasn’t, she was maybe late sixties. Right, right. And we can say it and we can know it.

And then there’s doing it, there’s taking the action and, and learning the techniques and simplifying the techniques and understanding vibration and energy and harmonics and resonance and all that, which a lot of people have gotten far away from. And that’s why I like doing the energy work. I really try, for every case that I see, everyone who comes, I try to offer reiki, even if it’s very quick.

just to clear things up. And sometimes that’s all that’s really needed for some cases, right? We’ve forgotten, we’ve gotten so dense and so, um, 3D with it, and that’s what I mean about losing that, that connection, the connection to life and what that means and how far away we’ve gotten from it. And no wonder we’re ill.

Of course. And of course these are laws, these are rules of life. And we, we are divorced from them, and we live in little boxes and we look at little screens, and we have all these other fields in our field. We have dirty electricity and EMF fields. All kinds of unquestionable things that are going on, and who knows?

Directed energy, weapons, they’re experimenting with, who knows what that’s doing. Mm-hmm.. Mm-hmm., and they’re spraying all these chemtrails and things and what’s that doing? And all of these layers and layers of. I think it’s challenging us to access that magical part of ourselves that, that that can resolve it so that we believe it or not, it, it sounds so Pollyanna like it’s a gift, but in my case it’s, it’s something I call the cancer.

Thought I could recognize a certain train of thinking that as fascinating as it was, I knew that if I continued down that path, it wouldn’t be good that my body was breaking down. And then, um, I was introduced to, uh, one of the songs of Warren Zevon, which I’d actually like to play right now as an example of, uh, of a man.

You know, having gone through this, I could recognize his genius and, uh, maybe if we could play that song now and, and, uh, we could discuss it afterwards. This is Warren Zevon and the song is, ain’t That Pretty. Do you know the song, Amandha? I might Well see. I know a lot of songs that I’d, I’d have to hear, see what you think.

Because he did Die of Cancer and I was astonished when I heard it because it, it was almost chilling cuz it verified, uh, my experience. So here’s the song.

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1, 2, 4, 9, 8. Thank you. So thank you, Amandha. Um, did that, um, strike you like It did me? Or was it just my journey when he, he’s had that refrained, I’d rather feel bad than not feel anything at all. Mm-hmm., a lot of people on antidepressants have made the comment to me that, uh, you know, I have a girlfriend that suffers a lot through about depression, and I’m trying to get her interested in, uh, in intestinal cleansing because I’ve read in the book and I, and I felt to myself that it, it affects our emotions.

Uh, but I could see the genius of Le of, of Warren Zevon. But, you know, when I was told he died of cancer, it did not surprise me. Mm-hmm.. Yeah. And I’d never heard that song, so that was a new one for me. Oh, it was? Okay… And it’s interesting., A lot of people shut, uh, off their hearts. They can’t see beauty. They can’t feel it.

And so they’d rather try to feel pain. And the pain makes them feel like they’re existing, that they’re here. That’s how I translated That is the brother. Yeah. I, you know, you would rather feel the pain to know that they’re, they’re alive. Right. Right. But their hearts are shut down. Right. That’s what I’m saying.

I’ve, I heard bits and pieces of what this put together as the German New Medicine, the significant biological special program. If you could look at your body in that way, and you see this tumor is not a bad thing, but that it’s, it’s here for a purpose. And if I can just, um, kind of grasp the sacred medicine, that’s how they talked about it.

then, you know, maybe Warren would be with us. It’s not that he didn’t have loving people around him, cuz I could see I got a little more interested in his case and, and looked and I could see, you know, the the great sadness in the, in the people that he had collected around him. Cuz a lot of times successful musicians are successful because they have a good band around them.

They’ve got this, this chemistry between them, this energy. So you could see he was very missed. Just like, just like, we’re missing Randy Steele right now, you know? But to be able to, um, you know, to share these ideas. I, I would like to think please, is the energy of wherever she’s moved on to. That’s my hope.

Somebody called, is there anything to pass on or No. From the caller? No. Okay. Um, castor oil. Can, can, you were talking about, um, new things, maybe not being that new. I know castor oil comes from the castor bean that was sacred to the Egyptians and Edgar Cayce. Mm-hmm. in in his work, uh, mentioned it a lot and I’ve received great benefit from it and hadn’t been doing it for a while and did it again and really enjoy it still.

Mm-hmm., can you talk about it? Yeah, I talk about it a lot. I love castor oil and I don’t, I don’t anytime I say Castro because they remember if they’re from that era of their mother, someone giving them Castro to drink for constipation, and it’s so disgusting. And, and that’s not really what I use it for.

Yeah. Um, what I love about this very thick, deeply penetrating oil through the skin. is, so it’s Ricinus communis is the scientific name and actually grows around here. It grows, can grow where I am in this climate. And it’s anti-inflammatory, uh, re moisturize a good moisturizer for the skin. It fades any blemishes or scars.

It, it’s really good for stretch marks, uh, hyperpigmentation, all those kinds of things. It’s great for the hair. Do you think better than DMSO for stretch marks and scars? Oh, I would use a combo. I always go for, for synergy. Oh, so you put castor oil with DMSO? Oh yeah. I’d go for that for sure. Oh, I’ve been developing a bunch of new DMSO products the last few days.

I just made two, made one today, made of cream yesterday. Lotion with DMSO, my pain away cream. Mm. And it really does carry things through. And I actually put quite a bit of essential oils in this one I did yesterday and it’s really, I can feel it going in it’s really, really tingly. Um, but Castro will treat even fungus and it’s a disinfectant.

It’ll disinfect wounds. Of course I said it’s a laxative. Um, but you can use it as a laxative topically. You don’t have to drink it. You can rub it over the abdomen. I suggest that for when moms of newborns are frustrated cuz their baby’s constipated. That’s the first thing I tell them to do is get castor oil and rub it over their belly.

And usually that’ll produce a stool very quickly. I would do that with my own daughter as well and it worked really well. Um, and then the other thing I use it for, I have a cream that I make that’s a cayenne pepper. Call it joint care, pepper rub. And I always recommend people who have arthritis or gout.

to use castor oil and rub it over the joint. Cause a lot of the crystallized, uh, there’s crystallization inside the joint that’s causing a lot of pain. And the castor oil can dissolve a lot of the crystals and put that back into solution, into the blood, into the lymph to assist it to get outta there. And I usually suggest they do that.

Drinking a lot of water, flushing with a lot of water and good for back pain. And then the ca, the classic castor oil packs and you can do castor oil packs over any part of the body. On my website and my blog, I have how to do a liver oil, uh, liver castor oil pack and that procedure. And that’s a good way to detox so it, it will detox out through the skin.

You wanna cleanse the skin after you’ve done a 20 minute castor oil pack. Do castor oil packs over the kidneys, over the spleen. Over the thyroid. I have one woman who went and had the thyroid irradiated, uh, for Hashimotos, unfortunately. Wow. And which is, when you think about that, it’s just insane., who thinks this stuff up?

Oh, let’s, oh, that Glams not working. Let’s destroy it. Okay. Or heal it. There’s an idea. Anyway, um, doesn’t show you how powerful public relations is. Mm-hmm.. Yep. Sell it, sell that lie. Oh, we’ll take care of it. There’s this new treatment you see where you take radioactive iodine and, and oh, by the way, iodine is used in the brain and in the breasts, and then the ovaries and stuff, but whatever.

Um,, we’ll, just radio ablate your thyroid gland. So it never will ever work normally again. And this was after she had her, her son died and she went into Grave’s disease basically. And, uh Oh, right. And that’s what they did to her. And so this is many, many, many, many years later, and she’s still suffering and things are getting worse.

So I suggested castor oil packs over the thyroid and some other poultices as well over the thyroid. Did, did she relax enough to get, um, more in touch with the the unresolved conflicts? Because I thinks she’s done a lot of work on herself. Absolutely. Uhhuh, Uhhuh, we’re still, I’m still, there’s always baby steps with things.

Right. And she’s unraveling things for herself in the way that she needs to.. Yeah. She’s aware. She’s very aware, right? Yeah. Oh yeah. I, I mean, it’s one thing to be aware of going in that direction, but another, to actually take the direction. I know it’s like mm-hmm., it’s like the layers of an onion. You peel off one layer and you’re feeling so great about that, and then you go, oh, there’s more.

Oh, there’s always more too. Yeah. It doesn’t, doesn’t end. I don’t think it ever, I don’t think it ever ends. I think when we pass away, we get out a time to do a life review and then we get some rest. Mm-hmm. and then we figure out what we wanna do next for our soul growth and, and what that looks like.

that’s the sense, I like the analogy that you use that when you’re seeing doctors, they should be like the race card, the NASCAR drivers that, that have all those logos of the different, um, corporations that they’re representing. Mm-hmm. Marshall Rosenberg, who’s Mike IDing Light, uh, with nonviolent communication said that when he was trying to find out why some people are violent and some people aren’t given the same situation, he found that, uh, after he became, um, educated and got a PhD in psychology, he said he was still unsatisfied because he realized that a diagnosis was more related to the medical school that the doctor went to than the actual symptom.

Mm-hmm.. So for, uh, doctors to be listening to the patients, it, it seems it’s trained out of them. I had a friend that was lecturing to medical schools and he said that, um, this isn’t the lectures that he would give, but he found that the students were being told that all the patients want to do is shake you down for drugs and therefore never listen to what the patient says.

But listen to, um, the, the textbooks, which of course were derived from patients illnesses, you know, at one time. But that the present doctor, it seems, is being encouraged not to have a relationship with this patient. Mm-hmm., that’s another tragedy where, who can you go to that you can have a, a healthy relationship with That we, there’s, there’s very few who go to, used to be, go to a priest, you could go to.

uh, there’d be always family or, um, community members that you could reach out to if you needed somebody to even just talk with. And we, I had a, I had a decent doctor at one point in my teens when I developed irritable bowel syndrome, and I needed to have answers what was going on with me. What exactly is irritable Bowel syndrome?

Well, it’s a, it’s one of those diagnoses like a d d, it doesn’t really exist. Uhhuh. It’s just a label to kind of say, well, we don’t really know what’s going on, so we’re gonna call it, it’s sort of like a bout of diarrhea under stress kind of. It’s, it’s a mix. It’s really a nervous system issue. Mm-hmm., it’s similar.

See, I made the correlation, remember I said I had colic as a child for two years, and then I, I quote unquote, IBS irritable Bowel syndrome. They’re correlated, they’re both nervous system innervation problems where the, the relaxing and stimulatory signals are not going to the gut properly. That’s really all it is.

It’s just an extension of colic. You could just call it adult colic. And you, you have intermittent, uh, you’ll have constipation. Then you’re taking all these stool softeners to try to get everything moving, and then you get about a diarrhea after, because of course you’ve loosened everything up and that’s, and maybe the cycle would’ve passed anyway, and then you got the on there moving, so you don’t get toxic from your own stuff.

But yeah. You’re, you’re trying. But the point is how you, how you heal it on the physical level is the nervous system. And it’s really a disease of not just the gut, it’s the mind, it’s the brain. It’s going right back to German New Medicine. There’s a, there’s been a psyche issue going on. And for me it was a lot of emotional things that I needed to deal with.

And once I addressed the root cause emotionally, that’s when things cleared up for me. And I also obviously removed any of the food triggers for me, meat with a food trigger. And I removed meat. And I had a doctor who actually took time with me and sat with me and explained what he thought was going on with the peristalsis or the movement of my intestinal tract.

And he even wrote a diagram in front of me and explained the anatomy to me. and I, I would hesitate to find any doctor doing that at this, you know, in this day and age. And I was very grateful to him for that. To take it, oh, it took all of five minutes, right? But to me, it just helped me understand myself to the level where I could actually take that control over my life and make the decisions I needed to make as a 17 year old to remove meat out of my, my diet, which I wanted to anyway.

I’d already been trying to convince my mother to let me go vegetarian. And this helped me to also move forward my own agenda, which was to stop eating meat. And I, I did at that point, and it did help. It didn’t clear everything up. And what triggered it was anxiety. So obviously there’s the gut-brain connection there.

You mean the anxiety that your mother didn’t want you to do this? No, the anxiety say I would have to go and make a presentation for school or I would be out in a social event and people, with some people I was, I knew, but also people I was just meeting knew I had this habit of clenching my, my stomach.

Right. Some people, if they get a little tense, they’ll clench their jaw or maybe their muscles of their neck and they might get headaches from that. Me, it was my gut and I didn’t realize I was doing it. It was just happening automatically. Do you think it’s like a tensing up like a boxer in case you get a punch in the stomach?

Well, that’s a very interesting thing that you say because Yes, and I didn’t know at that time that I was empathic mm-hmm., and I think it was me closing off that chakra Right. To protect myself. Right, right. And I didn’t realize that what I was doing and later when I learned about the energy, portals, if you will, are parts of our body.

And I learned who I was, that I was a sponge for other people’s emotions, right? And I was an empath. And that helped me. It was actually, uh, Dr. Judith Orloff, who woke me up to myself on the empathic front. I read her book, I forget the name now. And she saved my life for sure. That book, I, I realized what I was, and I, I transformed from that.

That’s plus the, my own emotional transformation. And the coupled with the diet, I completely healed it. It was done, it was, it was fully resolved. And I, it took a number of years and you could look at that as a gift, cuz I found out who I was through the understanding of this physical manifestation, right?

I have a problem. My ibs, why and all that investigation took me home to my own self.. So, um, Orloff I believe. Orloff. Okay. I think she’s still teaching and she’s still around. So what would you say, generally speaking for the empaths, for us empaths listening to you right now, that when you come into a room, what you’re feeling may not be your stress, but the stress of others.

How do you, uh, do you have anything other than going to Dr. Orloff? Well, some quickies., I just had a reason, at least, at least for people know that they’re not nuts.? Yeah. I had a, um, meeting with a, a teenager. She came to me for reiki. I did angelic reiki with her and after the session I spoke to her and I told her that she’s empathic and.

this is why she is feeling the way she’s feeling, what she was going through. And it just a little light bulb just went on over her and she smiled and she just felt so relieved to know that all of these thoughts and feelings that she’d been carrying weren’t all hers. And I explained to her, look, I was exactly where you were.

I know how it feels. I really do. And it’s, it’s, I have total compassion for it,. And however, when you figure it out, what you start to do is you’re still learning who you are as a teen. You don’t know yet. You’re going to continue to. I said, you must journal and learn to meditate in the sense where you wanna tune in with your.

When you’re in your own sacred space, so make a sanctuary for yourself. That’s yours. That’s with your energy, and you keep going in and tasting that energy to remind yourself of how you feel of who you are. And that deep sense that is again, that meta, that sort of meta sense of, of things that you couldn’t even prob probably put into language.

And when you understand that, you could say it’s a specific color or, and you have a reminder of that you can carry around a, a precious stone or a gem or something that reminds you of it. I would have a ring that would help me as this is who I am. Remember this is the sensation that of you. And then you can tell what’s not you.

And people would dump or you’d become sponge-like you would open up your field when you’re in a public space. I would walk through a mall and I would. I would start li I’d be limping by the end of leaving the mall. I’d have arthritis, a headache, I’d feel sick to my stomach. I’d have diarrhea. I’d have all kinds of physical symptoms going go, what the heck is wrong with me?

And I realized, I was walking around picking all these things up and I said to this girl, it’s a gift. And you don’t wanna shut it down. You want to actually go into it more and master it. And then you can help people. Cuz empaths are healers by nature. You can now be in the presence of someone and pick up what’s going on in them.

And like you’re tasting it for a second and then you’re gonna learn it’s not you and you’re gonna let it go and you’re gonna be able to help that person because you’re going to be able to read what they’re going through in a, in a refined way. And I said, what you do have to watch out for is harmonic resonance.

So when somebody’s coming to you, with something similar to what you are going through or what’s happening in you, or something you’re not even sure of that’s with you and it’s gonna trigger you. Then you gotta do that work for yourself. And what ends up happening is you sometimes do the work for them too.

And that’s just the way it goes. And you just have to understand that that’s part of the burden of the gift. Every gift has a little bit of that as you Well, well you give people a free ride for a while, but theoretically you’re jumpstarting them and they’ll, you know, go on their way too and help others too.

That’s right. So I don’t think anything’s wasted. And it’s, it’s a, and it’s the understanding that you do have to form good boundaries and, and its understanding the dichotomy of that, or understanding the paradox of that. And we’re all interconnected and we’re all doing the same similar thing, so, right.

Right. Your stuff is my stuff. My stuff is your stuff. Da, da, da. Right. And you need your, your good, healthy boundaries both, right? Right. And if you start to understand paradoxes, you get along well in this world because that’s just really how it’s run. And she really got it. She understood it and it was that it was her time to get it.

And you’ve heard the adage when, when you’re ready, the teacher shows up or that kind of thing. Right? And she was ripe, ripe. She was ripe to hear it. She was ripe to feel it, to feel those energies and to make those connections for herself. And now she’ll run with it, and I, she won’t, I won’t even need to see her again.

She says she, when her, her family was calling to set up the appointment and uh, they said, how many times does she have to come for reiki? Is it once a week or whatever? I said Once ever. Right. Probably. Right, right. If you do it right, it’s all that’s require. It almost sounds like the Wizard of Oz. All you need is a diploma.

No, but that, but that does talk about the oral tradition. You know, that there’s something that you can’t get in a book. It it has to be Yes. From one, one soul to another. Yes. Yep. I remember, I, all my initiations were with types of gurus where I, I would just sit in the room and, and be in their energy field and that was it.

And then I picked it up. I got what I needed and graduated just from that. Mm-hmm. and on to the next situation. Right. When you go through all the initiations, when you, when you’re this type of healer, right. You go through all of these triggers and it was fascinating, and you don’t always know what’s happening in the moment.

It’s in hindsight where you go, wow,. So that’s what it was all about. Oh, her book is second site, Judith or Orloff. She’s an md. Second Sight. That was the one. and she has more, she has the Empath’s Survival Guide. It’s good work. Yeah, it’s very helpful. That and Francis Weller. Yeah. Wonderful resources. Yeah. And, and just to figure this, this place out and so many people are empaths walking around thinking they’re crazy and picking up other sensations and there’s different types.

I’m a sens, I’m a sensation, I’m a sensational one where I feel it physically. I’ll feel it in my physical form. I’ll feel the the cramps in the, and I’ll feel when someone’s ovulating all this kind of thing. And, but I don’t get, um, psychic impressions as a visualization, for example. Some people will be very visual and they’ll see things.

There’s different focuses, there’s different ways that people see or feel or get those senses through their own, uh, filters. through their own levels of awareness. And, and that’s, that’s the other thing to note about the way you are empathic, the way that you are picking up ideas. A lot of people lately, even more than ever, are saying, oh, I see 1111 everywhere.

I see 3 33. That’s meaningful for me. I see all these repeating numbers and more than would be probable in mathematics. It’s too, it’s too coincidental. Mm-hmm. or I went shopping and all my receipts are the same number. Whatever. Yeah. Yeah. And these are all psychological triggers for the psyche, the subconscious self bringing information forward to trigger a whole process.

In that awakening cycle, it’s almost is that is a trigger to awaken those aspects of our hidden selves. Of all the, we have a inner sense and outer sense. We have inner eyes and outer eyes, inner ears, and outer ears. Inner touch, outer touch, all of these, all the senses, the six senses if you will. We have really 12.

We have double of everything. And we’re, a lot of that is triggering some of those inner senses to come, to, come out to be, to become, to exist. And I see this, that’s hopeful for me. More and more people are saying, wow, how come, why am I seeing 11, 11 old all day? That’s just so strange. And looking into that phenomenon more for themselves.

And that’s all, all self triggers into their, whether it’s a Kundalini awakening, whether it’s awakening into those senses, triggers them on their path to look deeper in however that is. But it’s really from your own inner psyche telling you it’s time. It’s time to get to that next. now. Now, how do plants play into this?

You were talking about the suppression of symptoms, uh, even herbs like golden seal or astragalus. Do they disturb or suppress symptoms? motherwort. Um, you were talking about topical magnesium and then of course we’ve got the cannabis plant. I sent you that, um, comment that somebody made on this YouTube account.

Yeah, me read.. Well, we didn’t know which one. Well, it, it’s, what it is is I can’t get onto my own YouTube account for a couple years now, and it’s very frustrating. And Oh, when people leave comments, uh, that particular one was talking ab you, you were talking about, was it Dante Amato? Yes. Yes. Do you want me to read that?

Yeah, could, could you and, and then make comments cuz I think it might be controlled opposition. And I’d like to hear your thoughts from this person saying that not No, I think the person’s sincere. Oh. But yeah, just, just if you could read it please. And, and just give your honest opinion about what you think.

Okay. So this person, especially since you’re an empath.. Okay. Well this was a comment from, it said Paula Gloria’s first interview with Rick Simpson on Hemp Cancer Cure. And he says, I am unable to post this in the success stories for whatever reason. Uh, I guess I’m on Rick Simpson’s site, so I posted here.

I was diagnosed with prostate cancer in October 18th, 2013. I was advised by my doctor that my only options were to get a prostatectomy or have radiation seeds implanted in my prostate or received regular external beam radiation. I declined. I knew there had to be other options. I scoured the internet and discovered the wealth of information about cannabis oil curing cancer.

I was able to obtain some medically, uh, medical marijuana oil, Rick Simpson Oil from it, and consumed the recommended dosage. By mid-January on January 26th, I had cancer reassessment, which consisted of an MRI with state-of-the-art 3-Tesla MRI. results. No Sign of cancer. Cancer free. One of the things that helped me while going through all of this was reading the testimonials and the success stories of those who have used the oil and were cured and with good diet, a good food diet.

Now that this wonderful oil has carried me, I feel I need to let others know as well. Please feel free to contact Phoenix Tears at, and then there’s, there’s, um, yeah, that and so forth, and he just says where he got, where he purchased the oil. Right? Yeah. Now, now, if, if some of these PSA tests are, like you said, recruitment, that was like a Maha Akia, you know, great awakening when you said that word to me.

Yeah. He may not have had anything in the first place. I know. What, what, what, what do you think about this? Yeah. That was when I was reading it, that that was actually my first feeling. Yeah. My first feeling when, when I was reading it through, right when he said I was able to obtain, I said, I don’t know.

and then he got the Tesla state of, it was a state-of-the-art machine. That kind of also, somehow, something about that intuitively just made me think that maybe he didn’t have it. Right. This is the thing, and I said this before with a lot of people who say, well, this story where this person had chemo or radiation and the cancer was gone and they’re still alive today.

And no, the cancer never came back. And in those stories that is, they never had the cancer. And they were lucky enough, their bodies were strong enough to get rid of the chemo radiation to the point where that didn’t give them a cancer. Right. And I was, that is just like so shocking to tell people though, you know?

I know. And yet it’s the truth. And what are you gonna do? I don’t know. You just, this is, we’re in, we’re in earth realm, which is a realm of illusion. Yeah. And you have to let the illusions be for certain people. Right. That’s their, that’s what they’re living. They’re living that illusion, and that’s their choice.

That’s what they came to, to earth to live. And you can’t, there’s some things that you are ready to interfere with and some things you just can’t. And so that’s their story. But I would say there’s a lot of misdiagnosis and we know there’s a lot of misdiagnosis and that these are recruitment tools and they’re, what they’re seeing under the microscope as abnormal cells is one thing.

And what are they, where’s the proof of their histology? Are they sure? Are they retesting properly? Are they, are they doing good science? Are they doing good diagnostics? It’s, it’s very questionable because see now in the dispensaries, you know, everybody goes legalization, legalization., we heard it was six and a half thousand dollars for an an ounce of, uh, essential cannabis oil.

Well, all that’s happened here is that’s a lot of money. The government’s gone well, let’s, the drug dealers have been making a lot of money on this. Let’s become the drug dealers ourselves. Yeah. And that’s, it’s just the glorified drug dealers now, as a government, as of course, never should have been restricted in the first place.

The main reason it was restricted was because of all these, this business model coming in on every level from medicine to, you name it, every, it was this corporate business model, that disease that took over everything. And now no one can think in any other way. like that there’s any other way of living life.

I, I have a really interesting book that, uh, let’s see if I can find it. I was reading it earlier and it’s something I’ve had on, on my shelf and with me for maybe 20 years.. It’s called Green Gold, the Tree of Life, marijuana in Magic and Religion by Chris Bennett, Lynn Osborne, and Judy Oz, oh, sorry. Osburn Lynn and Judy Osburn.

And it’s fascinating. It goes through the history of all the countries that had have been found historically, have had used cannabis. And we were talking ancient Mesopotamia in India, Persia, ancient Hebrews, Egypt, Africa. They all used it for medicine. They all used it for ceremony, for ritual, all kinds of things.

They, it was, it was well used, the, the hemp plant used for, for food, for rope. All right. We know the gift in this. And, and then it was because of cotton coming in in the modern day that got rid of the hemp competition was, uh, put to the side because they wanted to make money on cotton. and then, and then the making it illegal because of the whole, you know, drug effect was just a bonus.

Really. Yeah. Yeah. And then the Decorticator was invented. So I think Popular Mechanics had the, the next billion dollar crop. I think that was 1932. Yeah. But what interested me about that comment was, um, if he didn’t have cancer in the first place, then it’s no big deal. Mm-hmm. now for me, all the different things I went through, I swear that’s why I wanted to play that Zon Warren Zevon song.

I had to look at my thinking. And this, the new German medicine talks about the way the body responds on a, on a primitive level to the undigested morsel. Mm-hmm., that there’s something that comes along that the body can’t digest and sew. It creates some layering. Can you explain that? A little better than ingested.

So, okay. Back to German. New medicine, the psyche, brain organ. Right. Those three connections. So the psyche triggers the brain, triggers the organ system. There’s the, there’s a few different conflicts. There’s a bunch of conflicts. Okay. In the body, there’s the se I mentioned, the separation conflict as one of them.

The self devaluation conflict is another, and there’s female sexual conflict. There’s a whole bunch. And one of them of the conflicts is the indigestible morsel. And that comes into the brain stem affects the brain stem itself and develops the organ of the colon. So it’s part of the colon. So it’s colon cancer being created from the indigestible morsel.

And that is something that the body can’t cope with. Mm-hmm., it, it’s something foreign to the body that it can’t, it doesn’t have a bearing on. It doesn’t really understand what it is. So it could be heavy metal or something like that. And that is a very strong link to colon cancer. And it’s then the whole energy of letting go and all of this is, is also part of this issue.

But that’s, that’s one of the psyche brain organ identifiers in, in German New Medicine. I don’t know too much more than that. Other than what can happen is it gets pocketed away. The indigestible more so, and it doesn’t just have to be a physical thing. It can be something you can’t digest in, in emotionally.

Oh yeah. That, that, that’s exactly what I mean. Yeah. You can’t, you cannot, you can’t assimilate that into you. Right. So you have to put it aside somewhere. Right. And say, I have one case that, uh, colon cancer, And well this person opted to get surgery. No, there is no, there is total resistance to change. So this, it’s, the lesson’s not going to be learned by this individual cuz they don’t want to go to the, do the work, do the work that’s required for healing, which is the emotional work of letting go, of letting go and of accepting really what has happened and to integrate that into them.

And that’s the indigestible morsel that’s the right, that part that they just cannot integrate. It’s just, it’s shoved aside and, uh, it, it’s fascinating. It, it really is. I, I really do like this type of, of thinking. It gets us out of just the physical manifestations. where we’re very rudimentary if we cut it out, that’s it.

Oh, yeah. And then you’re able to deal with the physical manifestations without the fear factor and the confusion and then being very susceptible and vulnerable to authorities. Mm-hmm. that have been misinformed themselves. See for me, you know, there’s all this push about the CBDs and oh my gosh, you don’t get high and this is so great.

Mm-hmm.. But the, the three ounces of oil that I took over a period of some, you know, maybe four years, I felt that it was that, um, high feeling or that looking at things in, uh, you know, in not such a restricted way that was able to give me a vantage. that was very important for the healing more than the physical aspect like the blacks did, or the mm-hmm.

Um, the MMS working with getting rid of the parasites by being a gentle oxidizer, uh, so that the undigested morsel could be, um, tolerated better. Mm-hmm., but, but the final healing., I would say, well, of course it’s like an onion layer thing. You’re, you’re still going at it. I, I did the castor pack yesterday and I found out, you know, oh, there’s still more here to, uh, you know, more, more feelings unfolding.

I think my husband said it really well once, when someone described marijuana as a painkiller, he said, well, I don’t know if that’s really right. He said, sometimes it can make you feel your pain even more. Mm-hmm.. That’s right. Especially with the nerves that, um, I had a two, I had, um, dental work done where my root, um, my wisdom teeth were taken out and back then I had this fine idea that I would smoke a little bit.

Cause I thought, oh, it’s a painkiller and I’m in a lot of pain and I don’t want to take the Tylenol 3s, so I’m gonna have a little bit of that and. if that takes down, it was the opposite. It just made it all more, and like it was, everything was just zinging in my head. Right. Yeah. Right, right, right.

You know it because it, it has an affinity for the nervous system and the nervous system tissue. That’s why it’s really helpful in gliomas, the brain of common type of brain tumor. Mm-hmm.. Mm-hmm., it’s really good for stem cell, or, sorry, um, uh, spinal cord, uh, type of, so all the nervous system tissue and all the inner interventions of the gut.

It can help with digestion, it can help with nausea. It affects all the nerves. Right. That’s the affinity. Every herb, every plant has an affinity type of the tissue that it has more of a predilection for. And, and yeah. And marijuana or, or cbd or cannabis, or however you wanna name it as many names. Uh, it has a predilection for this type of, of tissue and.

I’d say in what you are talking about, it can buy you some time. So say you need a little more time to work through something. Mm-hmm. in that conflict and, but you don’t want it to become a bandage either. I think that’s the thing that’s right. Now it gets back to addictions and my excitement for your work on addictions.

Mm-hmm., can you elaborate on that? What’s likely to happen to somebody who is very cannabis intensive? You know, cause I, I can’t remember where I was reading it. It was talking about some mineral that builds up or does it make, is it an overload on the liver, which the coffee enemas seems to be helping the liver and the kidneys.

Do you need to detox from cannabis? Let’s put it that way. Oh yes, absolutely. Okay. Explain that mechanism. That would be a nice thing to end on. Well, yeah. And. The issue is any, anything your body has to actually process. That’s right. Especially certain botanicals. They might, there’s alkaloids, there’s aspects in that plant that is actually in, has a perfect amount that is right for your body.

There’s always a perfect dose and you can always go too heavy on that, say an alkaloid. And then it becomes damaging to that organ system like the liver. Mm-hmm.. So we know alkaloids can be damaging to the liver and everything has to be processed out once. Once. Now an alkaloid, can you explain an alkaloid for people?

Could it be anything? Golden seal, astragalus, could mother ward, could these things have alkaloids? Uh, there’s certain, you’d have to get, like I have books on botanical medicine and you’ll look at constituents that are sub grouped. Mm-hmm. and everything sort of has a family. I see. And so these are just naturally occurring chemical compounds.

that now alkaloids themselves, they’re, they’re heavy with nitrogen. They, they have, um, they have a basic nitrogen atom in them, and they’re, they’re a little bit acidic. Um, and so you can get right down to the chemical structure. And then there’s certain drugs that have, uh, alkaloid based effects, physiological effects, like a strong alkaloid is morphine, okay?

Mm-hmm., uh, nicotine is another strong alkaloid. And is that yin or yang on that scale, or do you believe Dr. Wilson’s yin and yang still? No, I like the yin and yang. Everything’s a, has a more of a yin or a yang. Uh, morphine strychnine, the quinine, those are all heavy alkaloids. He had them be his very yin.

I was surprised that Barb, who, and I know c Oh, no, no, I think he said yang. I, I think Barb, he said barbiturates were very yin., which, um, it just depends on the effects on the body. And like, cannabis is very yin. Yeah. Right, right. That was yin, right? That was yin. Yeah. And anyway, it does have to be detoxed and it’s, it’s a really about abuse.

Mm-hmm.. And the main thing, what I’m seeing a lot of these po potent and powerful medicines being abused about is to suppress emotions. I’m seeing marijuana, I’m seeing cannabis being smoked to suppress emotions mainly right in, in avoiding dealing with certain painful emotions. Suppressing emotions like cigarettes, suppressing certain griefs and cigarettes.

Suppress grief. Right. Because the lung to the lung, the lung in Chinese medicine is associated with grief. Yeah. Suppressing something that’s too hard to deal with. And that’s what you were saying earlier about stopping something like smoking can kill the. A person, and yes, not just physiologically by going through the shock of, of the dependency and so forth, but all and going in through the detox, it can be pretty heavy.

Right? Also, the emotional aspects that now come to the forefront that have been desperate to try to come to the forefront, then they come rushing, right? And that can be very overwhelming. And you wanna be prepared for that in, in how to manage that and have your support team with you and have all your healthy foods and your lifestyle ready to deal with that.

And if not, you’re already dealing with a lot of stress in your life that can overcome you, overwhelm you, and then overcome you. And you do wanna be wise with that. And then the same thing I’m, I’m seeing, it’s, to me it’s always about respect. Are we respecting and honoring nature or are we just abusing it and using it for our own fun and frolic?

And every, every plant has a spirit. but fun. Andros good too. Amandha. Oh no, I’m not saying never. I’m not saying never. I’m just right. Yeah. I’m tea teasing you. You said that you’re looking for the right non-addicted man. So we’re, yeah. Yeah. This lady’s not all doom and cool folks. Oh man. Yes. The search continues.

Uh, but it’s, it’s a balance. It’s really the homeostasis is what we’re after, and there’s lots of different ways to have fun and frolic. Mm-hmm., not with just one plant. Mm-hmm… Yes. Yes. I’ve been telling my family, I said, you know, I’m really getting high. Just being well-nourished, you know? Yeah. Well, well rest.

Finding the balance. It’s really fun, you know, to go out, walk barefoot, even if there’s snow out there, you know, do skin brushing. Just be happy that, that, you know you’re alive. If. Yeah. I mean, Kratom’s another one that I’m seeing, uh, increasing because the FDA has been trying What, what’s that? kratom, what is that?

kratom. It’s another botanical medicine that’s has it opioid receptor that it is antagonizing. Um, it has that alkaloid that I was talking about and it’s used a lot for pain and also depression and things. It’s used, but it, it’s, it’s, it’s helping people get off heroin. Right., but it’s like an opiate and opiates are very addictive and so there’s a lot of people who are having cra addiction problems or relapses with it, which would be expected if you don’t deal with the Indigested Morrison.

Yeah. You’ll just bounce from one addiction to another. Of course. Yeah. Yeah. Without the support and, and understanding why., you are in that place. You can’t have full healing. You’ll just manifest another thing. Mm-hmm., it just will have a little bit of a different angle to it. And that’s what a true healer, a true holistic practitioner, a real good one will do for you because they’re gonna take you into that.

And trust me, when I, when I meet an individual and they’re not ready for that, they run for the hills away from me.. Yeah. Right. Because they know Right. That I’m gonna make them go there. Right. Cause that’s the real work. And that’s their healing. That’s the transformation. Yeah. With the ones who want it and they’re ready.

It and it’s ironic cuz when they’re ready, it doesn’t take too much. Mm-hmm., it’s really just looking at them the right way or reframing their own words back to. and so they can hear themselves. An emotional polarity would be what we’re talking about with German New Medicine, like almost like a conflict.

Oh, I see. Okay. Gotcha. Okay. A dichotomy, a right, a yin and a yang that aren’t, you haven’t resolved. Right. And so finding out how that was first formed going to Origins, then removing those from that origin of you, and then deconstructing it and then reconstructing it, or totally reframing it because A, about toning and using sound and using music and using frequency and all this.

Right. And it was a real nugget that stuck with me. And so I still think there’s value to emotional freedom technique, just like there’s probably value to all kinds of different modalities we’re talking about today on different levels of where you’re at. Right, right. But then now let’s go. This is what happens in my life all the time.

This is a, I’m explaining a very classic thing that happens in my life. I start to use one modality more, and then someone just comes outta nowhere and gives me this little nugget, this little breadcrumb in front of me go, oh, actually it’s here. And then I go look at that. And then that leads me to another thing, so and so on.

It’s fascinating. I find that the joy of life is the, is the mystery of the breadcrumbs. Right? Um, but that’s fascinating. So, and the toning and the music and all of that, that just really, it really makes a lot of sense. And using the word, the word, the the vibration to clear something out. And um, and then a friend of mine, he makes a lot of, uh, very good meditation videos and he’s a writer.

And, uh, he sent me one of his videos and it was talking about it linked to a few of his others that I watched and., I was talking about where Wahe Guru came from and that it’s Wahe, Guo and Ru and they’re different tones for your, you start with the lower chakra wa and then your center, your core or your hara, uh, wahe.

Then Guo is your heart center, and then RU is your throat center. Or a third, I’ve got them a bit mixed up, but you’re going up the body saying, wa chanting Wahe Guru. And I used to do a ton of Hindu chant. Mm-hmm. as I was practicing Buddhism and Hinduism, I, I dabbled in a bunch of different religions trying to figure out what was, what was going on and what was true.

And I remember doing a lot of chanting and it really shifts your energy. It shifts your perceptions. It, it moves your emotions out. It’s very healing. and I feel like I’m getting full circle into a lot of the, back, into some of the toning and chanting and, and, and see what happens to the physical form from that.

And then tie that into German New Medicine. Mm-hmm. as a healing right back into the psyche. And then with this woman talking about dip light as a, as a particular modality. Now, German New Medicine, is that rif anything with neuro-linguistic programming? I don’t really like neuro-linguistic programming too much cuz it seems too much hyp hypnotic congestion.

Ah, I see. I’m be very careful with that. I see. And a lot of dark people use it, a lot of people who, right. Who wanna, who they, you come to their, to their free workshop or whatever mm-hmm. and they’re using NLP on you and suddenly you’re in a cult. Ooh. Yeah. So I stay away from it. I’ve, I’ve looked at it for long time and.

I don’t practice that. I was just thinking things like, if you watch your pro your words, like my husband does such brilliant things in court, but I know since I take dictation for him, that he’ll often start sentences, unfortunately. But they’re very powerful because Oh, yeah. Because there is a lot of stuff going on and he, and he calls it like it is, but I, but I often think, you know, um, you know, and, and because I am thinking about the cigarettes and the kind of grief that, that he’s carrying and mm-hmm.

you know, uh, I don’t know how you would address, uh, you know, reaching that you can reframe your own words for your own usage. Yeah. I just find that it’s been used to manipulate others rather than Yeah, yeah, yeah. Doing the work on the self. Right. Well, you don’t wanna manipulate yourself either. You wanna get to full blown.

Freedom. Freedom.. You wanna be free. Yeah. Do you think freedom and enlightenment are the same thing? No. I’ve been asking myself that question. Maybe. Yeah,. Yeah. What is freedom? Are we, what is that? What we have to define that because, uh, enlightenment can bring a burden. The burden of, of knowing. That’s right.

Then. And then you get to the indigestible morsel. That was before. If you hadn’t considered it, it wouldn’t, you know, you wouldn’t have even known it existed, let alone have the problem of how are you gonna digest it now that you do know it exists. Yeah. Maybe that is what the knowledge of good and evil is about, and, and the forbidden fruit and things.

And it comes right back to the dichotomy or understanding paradoxes that.. That bondage, that bondage into the your enlightenment of the burden of knowledge of knowing can then transcend that into, into non duality thinking. Where you just know where you are knowing, right? Yeah. Where you’re just, you are, you’re just in being this, I think that’s the freedom we’re talking about.

Mm-hmm. is the flow from the divine creator, from from your environment, and you’re living in that moment, in that free flow rather than being bound into the mind, which is, that’s the story of, of the in the garden and eating the fruit of knowledge. Right. Right Amandha. And that’s really the trap. The trap is the mind, isn’t it?

Well, Amandha, I hope we can have you as a guest again, this has been an a wonderful two hours. Yes. Thank you so much again. So thank you and Happy New Moon. Happy New Moon to you. Okay, good night. Good night. Bye.