Drugs, Addiction & The Medical Cult Mentality Philosophical Discussion: Part 2

Amandha: A psychic consequence, you know, this is a problem. This is a problem I’m seeing and I’m just frustrated. I’m frustrated. I’m seeking answers. I’m seeking solutions. I’m always seeking solutions. So, you know, here we have people who are toxic, right? Adding more toxicity into their bodies cause drugs, any drug, even a drug from nature.

Amandha: Your liver and your kidneys, your organs of elimination, still have to metabolize that and then detox it and get it out of the body. It’s still work for the body to do it right, so we have toxic people adding more toxins into the blood, into the body, and expecting the organs to continue to detox or balance that out.

Amandha: It’s a lot of work that we keep putting on the body and the one thing I’m not seeing very consistently in that, Try to help people through is they have to actively express, they have to express emotionally, they have to express physically, they have to express mentally, they have to get things moving and through their bodies.

Amandha: You have to exercise, you have to actively detox, you have to do the enemas, do the homeopathic drainage. You have to get the stuff moving out of you. It doesn’t just happen magically or automatically, not where we’re at now. You know, back when we were whatever we were before – and history is being rewritten.

Amandha: So do we really know who we were? I think we’re lost. I think we’re trying to find that again. Before, we were active, we were sweating, we were working with our bodies. We were having intact sex, meaning the men were not cut. So we were having bonds with our partners because, in my view, cut men don’t have the same emotional bond.

Amandha: That goes through the nervous system, right? So we have fractured relationships, damaged relationships. We’re not working our bodies. We’re not breathing deeply. Also, oxygen levels have gone way down compared with what they were in the air. So we’ve lost a lot of natural metabolic support in our day-to-day.

Amandha: We sit in front of computers, we are surrounded by EMF fields, which is another pollution that, you know, you could argue, alters us. Like a drug. We have all these video games, which is a total drug. It definitely alters reality. It’s a very dangerous subconscious tool as well. Same with television, right?

Amandha: Programming. I’m just seeing it everywhere and I think, I hope that we will have a sea change. at some point in time where people will start to return to nature and return to their spiritual sense and find themselves and actively seek themselves. You know, see I guess, I don’t know if I’m just different or the way I grew up was different.

Amandha: I don’t really know. I mean, I grew up in this culture. I always seek the truth in myself and try to find myself, and even if I use substances for something, it’s very directed. It’s very purposeful. So maybe it’s just who I am, I guess. I would say I was addicted to marijuana at some point in time because I just said, well, why not?

Amandha: Right? It’s safe. Who cares? I’m just gonna do it for a while., the emotional blowback of that abuse was really huge. Was it cathartic? I don’t know. But I was fed up and so I went to a monastery and and did a lot of meditation and that’s where I had my, one of my kundalini awakenings. So, you know, I don’t know you know, each path is different.

Amandha: But the physiological effects we have to pay attention to, and we have to understand ourselves and who we are and how we can manage those things. So back to the medical mafia again: just try to find another way. Say you go to the doctor and they tell you something’s going on.

Amandha: You use them for diagnosis, then say thank you. Don’t take the script; walk away. You don’t need to cut open the body either. You don’t need to go in and remove anything. Everything’s there perfectly. Everything was designed perfectly. Now you have to find a way to correct the imbalance, and usually it’s going to be basic, like detox the body. right? Align the spine if it’s out of alignment exercise, increase the nutrition, get the right nutrition in the body, absorb properly, deal with inflammation. These things come very simple. They’re very simplified. It’s a pattern of addressing the nutrition first. You know, we have people drugging themselves with pop.

Amandha: Do you know, I learned this recently they add phosphorus. They add the carbonation of phosphorus to the beverages, which has one of those has about I think it’s six teaspoons of sugar, something like that. It through in one can of pop, right? But now if you were to drink it like that, it’d be too sweet.

Amandha: It’d be disgusting. You wouldn’t like it. But because they add the phosphorus, it doesn’t taste as sweet, so it actually masks the sweetness. So it’s very deceiving, isn’t it? We have people who are drinking four or five of these a day, or a litre of this a day, and throwing sugar through the roof, affecting their immune system and causing rampant inflammation in their bodies, right?

Amandha: They go to a doctor, never ever ask them what they’re eating or drinking.

Amandha: I mean, maybe one percent – a few of the functional medicine doctors – are going to go, ‘Hey, what are you eating and drinking? Maybe that’s not good for you.’ But most of them won’t. They’ll just give them a drug for, you know, ‘Oh, you have diabetes?’

Amandha: Okay, here’s metformin, here’s a drug, you know, that destroys that same organ. Wow. That’s sorcery to me. That’s sorcery, that’s a magic show, because that has nothing to do with actual health or medicine on any level. You know, so toxic blood from drinking all this stuff, eating all this stuff putting all the drugs into the body, toxic blood, the blood becomes sludgy, the blood is not functioning properly.

Amandha: You’re gonna dry out tissues and membranes discs can degenerate this way. You get the hump back because the nerves have to bend forward to open up again so the nerves can get, can work so that you know, the forward hunch that people get as they age, it’s because their blood is not serving and washing over the cartilage and the bones are not being, the discs aren’t being fed properly.

Amandha: And so everything’s bowing forward to allow the nervous system to function for the brain. That’s where that’s coming from. But let’s give them a drug because obviously it’s not working; they need more drugs. Right? I know I’m belabouring my point, but I’m trying to get my head around it. What’s the key? What’s the button I have to push to awaken the brain to go, ‘I’m in control of my own health’?

Amandha: I can learn about health myself. I don’t need to line up and go for these checkups and crap that just set me up for eventually some kind of drug. I don’t need somebody in a white coat who likes their little data on a page, which is probably also incorrect anyway, because it’s based on their own their own ideas of health, right?

Amandha: Like cholesterol levels. And they’re gonna tell me what to take, and they’re gonna put the fear of God into me that if I don’t take. I’m going to be in trouble. I might get a spanking from the doctor. You know, if I don’t take the drug, yeah. I need to find that sentence that I can just say to my patients that goes, no, you don’t need to do that.

Amandha: You can walk away, because we have to boycott it. It’s going to go away. They have to change. They have to go, ‘Wait a second. People are disgruntled with us. They don’t want this anymore. They’re pissed off. They’re tired of the drug pushing. They’re tired of watching their loved ones be killed by us.’

Amandha: They’re figuring it out. Right? That’s what I want that to happen for them., their little light bulb to go on. Oh, shoot. I’ve been in a cult this whole time. I paid thousands and thousands of dollars to be indoctrinated into a cult that pushes drugs on innocent people, that lies to them, that manipulates studies to, to prove that we’re right because we’re so egomaniacal we can’t be wrong.

Amandha: Right. We pushed an agenda of vaccines on populations, and we lie to them and we tell ’em it’s good for them and that it’s safe and effective, and it’ll help them, and it’ll prevent disease when it does the exact opposite. We’re frauds, we’re liars, and we don’t wanna know it. We don’t wanna admit it because the guilt would eat us alive.

Amandha: Plus we’re part of a cult. If we go against the herd, we’ll lose our license. Then we’ll lose all that work, all those accolades, all the special parking spaces and all of the perks that come along with being a cult member. Right? And this is the weakness of these people. They’re weak people.

Amandha: They don’t want to stand up against it. There are ones who do, and hey, they’ve already made examples of many of them, right? It’s not a pretty picture. So there’s a comment: ‘Any positives? Are there natural buttons for the brain’s natural highs, including food and organic forms of hemp and shrooms?’ Yeah. I mean, okay, if that’s what we’re after, getting high, right?

Amandha: Is it, is that what we’re after? Is do you just, does everyone just wanna get high, be high? Is that the goal? Like I’m asking. if we’re just high all the time. Is life su Is life good? Is that what makes life good? Is that the purpose of life to be high? Is that what we’re doing here? Is that what everything is?

Amandha: Just trying to get high, don’t you think? I mean, if a CEO makes a big account, do they get a high from that? I would say yeah. If someone is a shopaholic and they go shopping, do they get a high from that? Yeah. If someone is addicted to brownies, they get a high from that.

Amandha: Right. Okay. So we talk about good addictions, bad addictions, good drugs, bad drugs, good highs, bad highs. We could go black and white on this, but I’m getting a little deeper with that. I’m trying to understand: is that what we’re here to do? I want to be the best of myself. Absolutely. I get up every day and I try to be a better self, a better person, improve myself in some way, right?

Amandha: But does that mean getting high? Does that mean if I have a high, then I’ve done it right? Is that my reward? Do I need a reward? Am I doing it for reward? These are questions we have to ask ourselves. Honestly., we have to grow up. I don’t see us growing up. I see children in adult bodies running around, acting like they’re grown up playacting, but they’re addicts.

Amandha: Many of them are addicts. I may forever be single because I will not be with an addict. I will not be with a child-man; I will not be with someone like that. So fine. If that’s my lot in life, then so be it. But I would hope there are a few actual men who aren’t addicts.

Amandha: I mean, I haven’t found too many and you can send them my way.

Amandha: You know what I’m saying here, though? Do you see the culture and what it makes us do? How in control are we really? Ruled by ego. Big children. Yeah, ruled by ego. And it’s amazing because even those who have done the psychospiritual dance, who have gone through transcendence, who have done the ayahuasca trip –

Amandha: – who have done Vipassana, who have done all the stuff. I’ve done everything. I’ve done ayahuasca; I’ve done all of it, right? But I see those who have, and they’re still egotistical as hell and they can’t even see it. We’re getting somewhere here because I think part of the purpose of this existence is to transcend the ego.

Amandha: We don’t obliterate the ego, but we transcend it so that we identify who we are within it. Within that ego, I, Amandha, can see who I am. I can turn and I can see myself. And how do we really see ourselves until we develop that keen insight into our own being? We do it through relationships, through other people, through circumstances, through our children.

Amandha: You know, we see it in the reflection of us or in the surroundings that are our witness, our own witness, right? So when I see something in others, then I’m looking at it through my filter and I’m looking at it as, how is this? or how is this about my ego and what God is trying to show me about myself so that I can transcend it, so that I can be love and that I can be compassion and that I can serve?

Amandha: Because ultimately you transcend ego into service, right? I think that’s part of our purpose: greater service to God, but service to those that are made from God. So, is water an addiction? Rehydration is a high after thirst. Moderation. Well, again, if you drink too much water, you can actually kill yourself.

Amandha: Right? There’s a limit. Water is a basic necessity of life. Your necessities are water, shelter, basic clothing, food. These are like Maslow’s hierarchy of needs. That’s not an addiction; that’s survival. Beyond survival, we’re talking here. If you exercise really well, you kind of get a high, right?

Amandha: You get the dopamine and everything going on, and you’re thirsty and you drink water and it tastes awesome. I don’t feel like I’m getting high when I do that. I just feel like I’m being more me. I’m myself. I feel myself. I almost feel like my anxieties or stresses or whatever are leaving me. And so there’s less burden right?

Amandha: So I guess you could say there’s different ways of getting high. So let’s do the analogy of a bunch of balloons and a bunch of weights, right? So I can get high by removing some of the weights off of there, or I can get high by adding more balloons onto the weights, right?

Amandha: There are two different ways of doing it, but if I get high by adding balloons, my weight is still with me. If I cut away the weight, that’s a natural way of lifting. That’s a natural lift. My burdens are less. You see that? I think that’s important. Maybe that’s the difference between a drug addiction and a true lessening of the heaviness of your soul concerns. Or transformation in that regard. One seems to be the natural way to do it, and one seems kind of put on, right? Putting on more balloons. It’s clever, but eventually the helium is going to leak out of that balloon, isn’t it? Someone might pop that balloon.

Amandha: So, we look at what’s happening, and I think what we’re not doing is contemplating. I don’t think people are stopping to think and just sit and think. I try to do that every day. I try to have contemplation time on purpose every day where I just sit and think about whatever comes to mind. I don’t think I’m seeing a lot of that.

Amandha: I don’t think I’m seeing active thinking as an activity. We see a lot more meditation, yoga, and these kinds of things. That’s great. But active thinking, where you just sit to think for 20 minutes a day, 30 minutes a day, I think we need to do that a little bit more.

Amandha: Because we’re losing our clarity and our self insight and our awareness. The awareness is really important. And then with that, you learn who you are. And as you mature, as you age, it becomes more challenging. It becomes more challenging because you, things can break down more things can, you might not be able to cope as well as you did with certain things.

Amandha: In women, we have menopause and in men we have changes too. The hormones change. There’s always going to be a new phase of life and a new challenge. You’re never going to master it in that way, like, ‘Oh yay, I’m done now because I got through my teenage acne years.’ No. It’s mastering in the moment and presence and realizing when you do say it’s okay.

Amandha: So when it is okay to imbibe in something occasionally to relax.It’s like we live in a world that is a dichotomy and they both are true at the same time. You know, we live in a world where black and white exists at the same moment, right? So we have to understand the paradox of our reality, and that takes a certain type of thinking and that takes a certain type of awareness. right? And not everyone’s a philosopher. Not everyone is going to you know, read spirit, read religious doctrine and try to tease out the spiritual truths of it and that kind of thing. You know, this has been my personal path and I know that I’m always gonna be biased to my own personal path and so is everybody else.

Amandha: But when it comes to community and what I’m seeing within communities, I’m seeing children in adult bodies abusing all kinds of substances, from regulated substances to unregulated substances. It’s really concerning. It’s alarming as I feel like I’m maturing into my adulthood and coming into a new phase of wisdom in my own life. And I’m wondering, are other people going to come into this phase?

Amandha: The other thing I’ve noticed is that a stunting of growth can occur, where people are stuck where they’re at. Have you seen that? People don’t grow past a certain level of maturity within themselves.

Amandha: To me, if there’s a stopping of growth, that’s almost close to death. That’s a reversion from expansion. It’s not expanding anymore. It’s not proliferating. It’s like the plant life cycle is ending. It’s a manner of being.

Amandha: Now, do you want to add drugs to that? Is that going to stimulate you past it? If you’re at a point of stagnation, should you go to an ayahuasca ceremony? Maybe. Maybe that’s what a ‘good drug’ would do – shake you out of a rut.

Amandha: You know, are you stuck because you’re on a bunch of drugs?

Amandha: Stupid stuff that just poisons you? They’re all poison; they’re all poison. That’s just a fact. I don’t know if you can hear the music in the background. My daughter’s playing piano. So I don’t want to go on too much longer. If there are any questions, I’ll look at those. A viewer comments that the rat race requires detachment frequently, hence the need for highs.

Amandha: Yeah, I get that, I get the need to detach, I guess. I guess what I’m thinking more about is the need for play or for joy. The different phases. I think we used to have those rituals a bit better in our society and our culture. I think we’ve lost our sacred rituals, which would do that, right?

Amandha: Which would meet and greet the new people, which we would have harvest together. We would celebrate you know, births and so forth. It would be more public, it would be more of a community sense. And then we would have burdens lifted because we would help one another more during harvest everyone would help each other.

Amandha: Everyone would help each other get food put down for the winter. That’s the way we used to be. And we don’t even think about put, I mean, I think about putting food down for the winter cause I can, and I have a garden and I do those things. But most of the population, especially those living in cities, they just go to their 24 hour grocery whenever the heck they want.

Amandha: Right. They don’t have those same cycles. They have the box store. Everything’s available for me anytime I want mentality. And that’s kind of scary too, because I don’t think that’s gonna last. I just don’t see that as lasting, I don’t see that as anything permanent, right? So we’re losing skills and we’re losing skills that we’re gonna hand down to our next generation as well.

Amandha: A viewer comments: ‘Men don’t require space to grow. They require pressure to step up and lead. And here’s the hardest part of the truth for a man: he either makes a choice to step through fear and act despite personal risk, or he remains stuck in place with his excuses and desire for life to be easy and fair.’

Amandha: Yeah, that’s true. I’ve done a lot of study around men versus women’s ways, the unique things that we bring that are different. And I see that. I do see men stuck, and I’ve tried to motivate men into love and into their own magnificent self.

Amandha: I try to encourage it. And the hard part about that is if you want to encourage someone into their magnificence, you have to show them where they’re stuck. Sometimes that’s challenging because nobody likes to see their faults. Nobody wants to see where their problems lie. Nobody wants to look in the mirror, right?

Amandha: It’s not fun. It takes a certain kind of stamina or bravery to do that. And I, as an empath, do that much for people, which is a blessing and a curse. Some men will take the reins and drive that horse forward, or they’ll run and turn in the opposite direction, right?

Amandha: You can’t make someone ready. But that’s the approach, definitely. I think that’s real love. I think love is saying, ‘You’ve got your foot up your ass, my darling. You’re talking bullshit, or you’re acting like a jerk, or you’re being this way or that way, and I love you, but quit it and step it up.’

Amandha: And I’ve done that a lot, not only in personal relationships but with clients and patients: ‘Hey, here’s where you’re stuck.’ I mean, if you had food in your teeth, wouldn’t you want someone to tell you? If you had toilet paper hanging out of your pants, wouldn’t you want someone to say, ‘Hey, you have tissue there’?

Amandha: Isn’t that true love? Isn’t that friendship? Isn’t that caring? I think we’ve lost that loving feeling. So everyone just goes into their addictions and their little feel-sorry story for themselves: ‘Let me just take the burden off of my miserable existence for a little while.’

Amandha: Oh, I’m sick and I’m scared. I better just listen to my mommy, daddy doctor and do what I’ve been told because they know best cuz I’m just a stupid head. Right? I mean, is that really it? Right. We have to transcend past that. So maybe this is the, this is really where we’re getting to for the psych. There’s the ultimate need for drugs, men and women confusing each other, trying to figure each other out.

Amandha: Yeah. Drugs will add some emotionally heightened sensations to a lot of that figuring, especially the after-effects. So anytime you apply a drug to a body, you suppress a natural function. Anytime you suppress a natural function, you’re going to have a repercussion. You’re going to have a rebound effect.

Amandha: So, for example, I’ve used this analogy a lot. You probably heard me. Say, when you hold a beach ball underneath the water, that is the drug or your arms holding the beach ball synthetically underneath, but the beach ball’s full of air. So when the arms tire, eventually you let go of the ball. But what does it do?

Amandha: Does it just float? No. It goes boom into the air, then comes down with another rebound effect and slaps on the water – or slaps back in your face if you’re not careful. So that’s what drugs do, in my view. Now, one can argue botanical medicine is a drug or can be used like a drug, and there are ways to do that with botanicals.

Amandha: But botanicals as a whole are made from God. They are living plants grown on the earth and you can use them in the correct dose for the medicine even the poisonous ones are meant to be used in the microdose, in the homeopathic application of those medicines, which they do no harm, meaning they can, the medicine or the action upon the body can be effectual without having to increase or up-regulate the organs of elimination to get rid of anything extra.

Amandha: It’s utilized fully without a high, without an alteration. It’s an offer to the body. The body can decide how much it uses and when it uses it. So when people say, ‘Well, marijuana’s a plant, mushrooms are a plant. This grows right out of the ground, so therefore it should be healthy’ –

Amandha: No, because there are very poisonous plants out there that you wouldn’t put in your body because they would kill you. That’s not medicine; that’s the wrong dose or the wrong application. Marijuana, you can use that topically. It helps a lot with pain, you know; you can apply it in its oil format.

Amandha: You can use a CBD extraction for certain applications in cancer protocols and all this kind of stuff, because it’s not an across-the-board cure, which drives me crazy when people say that. It’s the right application and the right dose and the right body that can have that action and not get you high.

Amandha: So it’s not an abuse when it’s done like that; it’s appropriate. That’s the fine nuance there with how certain drugs are used. People using an aspirin a day for blood thinning is one of the most insane things I hear. I mean, you’re degrading your body, but somehow thinning the blood is considered good.

Amandha: Where did this come from? When I hear that, I think: yeah, blood clumping is a problem, but aspirin actually weakens the body’s ability to make antibodies. So I don’t see how that’s really preventing anything at all. If your blood is clumping, then you need to clean it, you know, by using soluble fibre, like juicing.

Amandha: So juicing a day will keep the doctor away. I can hear my daughter talking to herself now. Okay, another question: ‘In your opinion, how long can Earth sustain herself at the rate she’s being destroyed? Are we at the point of no return?’ I think of this every day and in my contemplations as well.

Amandha: Like, what’s gonna happen or, you know., spiritually speaking, we’re in the Kali Yuga phase or the final phase, or the end phase, or the end times. We’re in an astrological end time where, so they all overlap, right?. So we’re in a huge intensity of energy, information, alteration change. It’s never been done before, at least the way we’re seeing it now.

Amandha: So is it the end? Yes, it’s the end, but we’re infinite and this realm is infinite. So the end is the beginning as well. The Earth is reacting. The Earth is being manipulated to react synthetically as well, so not all the cataclysms are natural; they’re manmade. It’s a question I wish I had the full answer for, to be honest, because it’s worrisome.

Amandha: I would encourage people not to bank on their flimsy money in the bank and their little apartments and so forth, because honestly, you know, the powers that be want to create chaos.

Amandha: How would you create maximum chaos? You would crash things down. There have been crashes before. All epochs begin and end. Every single one of them has a beginning, a peak, and an end. The timeline of it, I don’t know. Could be tomorrow; could be my children’s children.

Amandha: Right. It’s hard. That’s a tough one. It’s tough to see what’s going on. We destroy to create. We are in a dualistic realm. We transform and we are trying to understand aspects of our individual nature, of our soul. And so I would say that the devil is here to make me strong.

Amandha: I look at it like that: God created the devil to make me strong in myself so that I know who I am. Because when the dark or when the tricks come, it sends me back home to myself. It sends me back home to my spiritual sense. Right? So you see what I’m saying? This is a massive spiritual transformation – an end point and a beginning point.

Amandha: And we are in the midst of it. Some people say we signed up for this because it’s so intense, such a powerful point in time, that it was something we lined up to witness. I don’t know if I buy that one. I often go, ‘Why did I come back here?’ I don’t really feel that, but you know what I’m saying.

Amandha: So we’re learning. Some of us are here to share the learning and teach the learning, and hopefully those who are ready will adhere to it and it will work for them. It will help and transform them. That’s my hope. That’s what I feel like my purpose is. But I knew my purpose really young, and a lot of people can’t always relate to that.

Amandha: So what do I know, right? I just know my path. Any other questions I missed? I’m just going to go through one last time. Good. So if there are any questions, I’m going to wrap it up in a few minutes. I know this is part two; part one got interrupted. I know my little girl wants some attention tonight. So let’s question ourselves in our addictions: what are we addicted to? How does it feel to transform our addiction? Why are we addicted? Where’s the trauma? How can we heal the inner child to repair the trauma? Because that is key. Everyone must do inner child work. Everyone. No one gets away with it.

Amandha: We are all children who had experiences that hurt us somewhere along the way. Every one of us. Some adapt better, some people transform it actively, and some people become addicts, right? So do that work. Search for different techniques to heal the inner child if you haven’t done it. I’m telling you, as your doctor, you have to take the inner-child drug. Now, will you do it?

Amandha: Right. It sounds ridiculous almost, but it’s so simple and so powerful. I actually had a shaman walk me through my first experience of inner child work. He was a total pervert. But beware: shamans – beware of people who call themselves shamans. He was excellent at the work, but he was a pervert.

Amandha: He walked me through my first inner child work, which was incredibly cathartic and was very important for my psychospiritual development. I think I was in first year at naturopathic college when I went through that experience. So I recommend it; you can do it on your own.

Amandha: You don’t have to have anyone walk you through it if you don’t want to. But do it, because loving yourself and accepting yourself and embracing yourself as an innocent child is profound. A lot of it comes from this unresolved crap that we’ve totally forgotten about, but our subconscious mind hasn’t, and that we’re living out day to day.

Amandha: We’re trying to get it solved day to day, and we’re not finding resolution. I think that’s a big part of substance abuse. The discord, unhappiness and boredom are a big piece of it. Anyway, I think that’s all I have to ruminate on today. This was more of a philosophical discussion, sparked by a few topics around doctors and drugs and suppression and poisoning people and abusing things and not getting to the heart of the matter, the root of the matter, adding insult to injury.

Amandha: It’s just not helping us. It’s not getting us anywhere. We’re toiling in continual cycles and I mean, people are dying so young. I mean, it’s crazy. We should live, we should be thriving minimum 120 years. Yeah. So something is very wrong and it’s, I think a lot of the drugs and a lot of the poisoning are part of what is happening. and we have to make a sea change. And it’s really up to us. I think it’s definitely not gonna be up to government., please, if you think that, please just shake your head super hard. Let the silly thought fall outta your ears, cuz the government isn’t going to do any of that. They are owned by the same people pushing the drugs down your throat. and if my cancer talk ever comes out and has ever finished, I talk about that at length, about who owns the medical cult and where it came from and who owns the media cuz they’re the same people and who owns the government cuz they’re the same people. So you can’t go to the handlers and ask them to free you.

Amandha: They’re not going to do that. Right. So it’s up to us to say, hey., we are gonna, we have to fire the doctor. We have to stop taking their poisons. We have to then, if we’re going to stop to going to Mummy and Daddy and listening to others for authority, that means that we have to take the authority into our own hands.

Amandha: We have to be our own parent. We have to learn to reparent ourselves and pull up our big grown-boy pants, and we have to take self-responsibility for everything that is. That’s what I’m not seeing happen. I’m seeing pass-the-buck behaviour, the addictions, the suppression, the ‘Oh, I worked hard today, so now I can go home and smoke a bowl and watch TV’ and not take any responsibility for the rest of my psychospiritual health.

Amandha: You know what I mean? It’s not blame, it’s not shame. It just is. I’m hoping and praying that people will start to see this in themselves because I find that once you do that hard work, it pays off. There’s a different kind of reward. It’s not a short-term high; it’s a bigger payoff, a long-run payoff.

Amandha: That stuff doesn’t even do anything to me anymore. I don’t even like it. I don’t get it anymore. See, I’ve transcended that need. So when I see people who are addicted to marijuana or cigarettes or whatever, I see what level they’re at. They’re at a level they have not transcended. Do you really want to be stuck there?

Amandha: If you care about that person, when you wanna help them lift up to the next level and come to the next level where you actually. Are maturing, are expanding, are feeling better, are able to serve, you know, the greater society, better live your purpose, be fulfilled, right? I just see oh, that person’s at marijuana stage.

Amandha: Oh, that person’s at, you know, the Diet Coke stage – whatever their drug is, right? That’s a stage they’re in, but it’s not meant to last. And the suffering is real. It’s real. Don’t think I don’t suffer; the suffering’s there. This life is to suffer. We have to accept the suffering.

Amandha: How do you throw a piece of garbage that’s on the ground away? How do you get rid of that? You’ve got to pick it up first, don’t you? You have to take it in your hands and then toss it in the trash. I suffer, and I feel that suffering. My spiritual teacher used to say, ‘I’m whatever the emotion is.’

Amandha: I’m angry. Let’s do angry. ‘I’m angry, and I take compassion with me. I’m angry, and I take compassion with me.’ She would accept what she was feeling and then soothe herself with compassion. She would transform it with compassion. She taught me to do that. It works. Simple, right?

Amandha: Accept: ‘I’m suffering. I’m in pain. I don’t like this. This is not Right. This is a no.’ Absolutely. You have to. And then you go, ‘Okay, I accept. This sucks. Now what do I do?’ Then you pray: ‘Show me, God. This life is yours, so show me what to do.’ You’ll be shown.

Amandha: Just ask and wait. It’s that easy. Bring compassion into yourself, express it, and then pray and wait, and you get direction. Not rocket science. Rocket science is bullcrap, but metabolic science – that’s harder. Trust me. Oh man. You’ve got to laugh too, right? And have your fun. Don’t be a stick in the mud, my God.

Amandha: Anyway, the people I see with addictions are the sticks in the mud. They’re miserable. I don’t even know if they know they’re miserable. And the people on those Big Pharma meds, they’re miserable, especially the men on hypertension pills. You know how that affects them? They have to get the Viagra after that because things don’t work anymore.

Amandha: When you change your blood pressure, your brain doesn’t work and your other brain doesn’t work. So, you know, dump the drugs. That’s the takeaway message. Do the inner child work. Dump the drugs, accept where you’re at, accept yourself. That’s the transformation.

Amandha: And as for the rest of it, we might just blow up real good, but guess what? Your soul is eternal. So at least you’ve got your soul intact. That’s the main thing. Getting out of this realm with your soul intact is a good goal I’d say keep on degrading it with drugs and addictions and so forth, and demonic entities and all that jazz.

Amandha: I don’t know if you do so well, right? So, okay. Bye. Watch part one. I had to stop midway because my daughter came home. So I love you all. Contemplate, ruminate. Sit with yourself. Accept yourself. Be thankful for yourself, with yourself. And check in. Check in on your addictions and why. And fire your doctor because they’re useless at best.

Amandha: Okay, go for tests, whatever, if you need the test. I get it. Go to the hospital if your arm gets cut off. Okay? Love you lots. Talk soon. Bye for now.